Saturday, August 8, 2009

2009 - tahun penuh dugaan

salam.. haih meh la me gagahkn menghupdate blog neh.. agpn ngah boring kt room my sis nih KUO ukm.. huhu. sok nk ngambik jubah le for my convo next week, 2 yg bersetinggan di cni ye.. haih.. awaii beno me dtg ekk.. smlm after abis ngajo kt skola 2 tggu abah balik solat jumaat, ingatkn nk toghuss je pogi bus stand.. tp disebabkan kemalasan yg amat sgt tahap dewa, lastly kol3.30 bru kuau umah lalala.. nsb bek dpt tket kol4.. xpe lmbat pn de org nk sgt amik kt serdang hehe. BIG THANX TO U~! but sebaik je nk kuar umah, tipon umah bunyi.. uihhh tok masuk wad balik haihh..

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k la back 2 the main topic - 2009 thun penuh dugaan.. yg me nk cite ni sume peristiwe2 bsar jela ye yg sgt tkesan di ati.. nk cite yg small2 tu smpai bln dpn pn x abis kn..

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ok start dr awal thun 2009, yg sgt bz utk menghabiskan sisa2 final year la. tesis, viva, final exam, ngn prob2 jbtn haihh n so on la.. but alhamdulillah me slmt la abiskn my study.. alhamdulillah skg tgh tggu konvo je next week 15 ogos 2009, sidang 2 (1pm-5pm).. meh dtg meh huhu..

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then on 17 feb 2009, blaku peristiwa yg sgt terkesan dlm ati.. hancur bkecai luluh segale jiwa raga haa amikkk huhu. dugaan yg sgt2 brat utk ditanggung shingga meruntun segale lubuk ati. now after 6 months peristiwa 2 blaku, me masih lg tluke.. luke bdarah yg maybe 1day akan sembuh, tp parutnye xkn ilang.. but the truth is me x lg sembuh smpai skg.. peristiwe pe 2? haa i think no need la me nk cite detail kt cni.. biar la me, family n kwn2 rpt je yg tau.. yg tau 2 diam2 ajo! hehe

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then my aunt, me pggil mak andak la ( da arwah) my abah's sis.. die sakit dr last year.. n start thun ni la makin ari makin truk sakit die.. so ble balik umah mmg weolls abiskn mase g mlawat kt umah or jage die kt spital.. after a few months sakit baru dpt diagnose die kne MULTIPLE MYELOMA.. de lung infection, severe bedsore n mcm2 laa.. smpai 1 day die tediam kt umah n ttibe kne kancing gigi or sawan la.. bwk g unit kecemasan bhgian kritikal.. as we know or sesape x tau if kne sawan mmg die akan msukkn trus kt zon merah(amat kritikal).. n as we know ble da kne sawan ni mst de kaitan ngn otak kn.. me da agak tp juz diam.. biar la doc je btau sndiri.. n ble doc btau maybe her brain pn da kne infection.. da merebak la kirenye, antibodi pn xkuat kn.. but doc 2 de btau me yg kuman 2 adela kuman plg kuat, n last choice yg diorg bleh buat adela supply antibiotik.. n weolls dibgtau spye ready if anything bad happen la.. surat pebgakuan yg die da tnat pn da di sign.. so weolls juz get ready la.. but allah masih nk pjgkn umo die bberape ari.. after a month after that bru die tggalkn kami.. i'll story bout this in another entry k..

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tp time my aunt sakit 2 de 1 time x ingat ble.. tp dlm 1 bgnn hospital 2 de 4 tingkat kn.. haa wad 7, wad 8, wad 9 n wad 10.. if u olls nk tau.. bgnn 2 tlah di konker oleh kami.. tiap floor ade kaum krabat weolls sakit.. wad 7 ade adik ipar arwah mak andak coz demam n semput.. then wad 8 my uncle la merangkap suami arwah sbb semput n gula rndah, die xmkn a few days coz sgt risau kt my aunt 2.. wad 9 my aunt 2 laa.. then wad 10 makcik ana(my fren) kne strok.. so tiap ari time wktu melawat weolls akan melawat from 1st floor to 4th floor.. haaa amik.. org c2 dok siap knal abis le kot..

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then on 7 july, my atok plak was admitted laa aduyaiii.. die kne mini strok.. salur drh kt otak pn da burst.. xleh mkn normal coz esofagus die pn da xbape fungsi la.. so kne la minum susu je seumur idup lalu tiub idung 2.. haihh cian sgt.. umo die pn da 85, sakit org tue kot..
but.. but.. but.. tgh sibuk2 ngn my atok yg msuk wad kn, mlm 2 ble da balik umah tbe2 dpt call mak andak kne masuk wad blik coz die ngadu skit prut.. sok nye my parents g tgk la, die ok je smpai tghri pn ok je.. then dlm kol4 lbh spital call suh dtg.. haa suda ni mst jd pe2 ni.. ati xsdap.. weolls trus g spital, n tgk da psg oksigen n sume2 mesin yg ade laa.. mmg da nazak.. weolls dok ngadap la.. kne halau ngn guard pn wt slumber kodok je.. makin lme kaki die nmpk mkin biru.. n dlm kol 11 mlm weolls blik umah, abah n adik2 abh sume la dok tggu.. then ngah tdo dlm 2.45 am on 9 july we got a call from my uncle, mak andak da xde.. huuuuuuuu bedebup rase jatuh jntung.. hmmm.. pe nak wt, weollss relakan dr die mnderite sakit.. huu.. ssh sgt nk hadapi bnde ni.. ngn atok masih lg kt spital weolls plak kne uruskan jnazah sume.. haihh..

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then ble arwah mak andak da pegi.. kami smbung lg ulang alik ke spital sbb dok mlwt n jge tok.. hmpir sbulan tok kt spital.. smpai dlm 21days kt spital, bru je nk melangkah blik dr skola me dpt call dtg spital cpt.. tok plak, time 2 jantung da stop.. doc psg segala bagai mesin sume, ecg la n ape2 la.. then die ok balik.. tp 2 la cm da stabil doc suh dok bpe ari lg kt spital doc bg balik.. da dlm 2 mggu dok umah ni, smlm sebaik je nk kuar umah nk g bangi ni.. my paklong call tok was admitted lg.. haihh.. tp me xsmpat nk g tgk.. insyaallah sok blik umah me tgk la..

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on 6th august, tbe2 dpt tau jiran dpn umah ninggal lak.. umo arwah baya my bro je, 16 yrs old.. jiran rapat la.. sakit paru2 x bfungsi n tgn kanan pn da kne ptong.. cian sgt.. tgk muke jenazah bersih sgt.. n b4 die pegi byk sgt tnde2 die akan pegi.. ni pn me nk cite la sbg pengajaran kite sume, but in another entry la ye..

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hmm so 2 laa.. me yg da slim jd makin slim da kot ngn mcm2 bnde yg blaku in my life.. niat n azam di ati nk la gemuk ckit or dlm kate len berisi la ckit time knvo nt.. tp nmpaknye mmg xksmapaian la.. xpela idup mmg pnuh dugaan.. dugaan jdikan kte bfikir kn.. x spatutnye kte mengeluh, tp kte harus bsyukur krane allah telah bg dugaan 2 utk kte jadikn pngalaman n mjadi lbih matang kn.. supaye kte akan lbih mengingati kewujudan allah kn..

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tp sesungguhnye dugaan ni amat la brat utk ditanggung ya allah.. cume ku memohon kpdmu ya Allah kau kurniakn kami kesabaran n ketabahan ati utk menempuhi sgale dugaan ni n dugaan mendatang.. aminn..


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